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The Personal Quest in Universal Questions


Illustration by JourneyJournalJoy

Approaching Why Fish Don't Exist with the preconception of light non-fiction engagement, I chose the audiobook format to fill the interstices of my free time. The promise of a biography drew me in, as this genre often does, with its unique entrance into the narrative—a taxonomist's life serving as a platform for the broader discourse on order amid chaos, an enticement I found particularly captivating.


In the realm of biographical accounts, the challenge for any author is to evade the gravitational pull of personal bias. This narrative succeeds admirably, evolving from admiration to a discernible distaste for the protagonist. This dialectical treatment is a rare gem, reflecting the multifaceted reality of historical personalities often shrouded by their own legends, overlooking the indispensable shadows that contribute to their greatness.


Throughout my reading journey, my mental rating fluctuated. The text is laden with a plethora of themes that resonate with the philosophically inclined— order amid chaos, the lure of paranoia, the folly of optimistic delusion, existential musings, and various societal issues. Yet, as the author skims these deep waters and sparks introspection, she transitions swiftly to new topics, maintaining a tantalizing promise of answers just beyond reach.


By the narrative's close, it becomes clear that the search for answers is less about finding them and more about the author's process of self-discovery—a process that, while deeply personal, is universal in nature. The book's most profound revelation comes not through the answers it provides but through the self-reflection it inspires in the reader.


The book's true power lies in its critical examination of order, beginning with an academic elite and moving towards a challenge to the reader to break the mold. It eloquently underscores the tragedy of lives unexamined, bound by the illusion of order, and the potential lost to the complacency of unchallenged norms. As the narrative concludes, it becomes evident that the author's journey mirrors our own—the pursuit of meaning in life, a question with no definitive answer, yet rich with personal significance.



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